what 3 hours of sleep does to me.

type: rant

clusters: philos

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when I interact with any person in front of me.
do I really attempt to understand their core as a child? as a teenager? as a human?
not just a collection of their adopted attribute.
not just a collection of information on how they response to the surrounding.
not just their passion.
not just their belief.
not just their skills.
not just their traits.

write as an another reminder that
idea and belief should not be that personal for me
I’m not just a guy who interested in computer science, so I shouldn’t limit myself to not try to love other things, or get mad when someone said I didn’t actually like science, or get sad when those interests crumbled.
I might became a political guy, a woke, an ignorant, a conservative ,an anything imaginable, those are just relative descriptions anyway.
I prefer peace over war, but if something bad happened to me in the future, who knows ? because I’m mortal that can be blinded with emotions.
I could be a narcissist guy, a shy guy, an introvert guy, an extrovert guy, an aggressive guy, an quiet guy, a loud guy, a brave guy, a coward guy, when someone labeling me to any of those description, these are just an echo from my temporary state of mind that effect how I response to some shallow situations.

and these are not belong to just for me,
I should acknowledge other people this way too.

someone I hate from their action or attitude, they do stuffs like this because they feel lost, they do bad things as an interaction process between to the world around them and some parts might deviate from others.

created on: Fri Dec 19 2025