rely on your unique talents more.

cluster: philos

TLDR;
อันนี้เป็นโน๊ตฝึกภาษา + เผาตัวเอง ว่ามีอยู่ช่วงนึงที่เราไม่ได้พยายามเท่าไรในการรักสิ่งที่ทำ

เชื่อมั่นในวินัย, แบบอย่างวิธีการแบบที่พวก top 1% บนทำกัน
วินัยไม่ใช่จุดแข็งเรา พอเราเลือกทำอะไรด้วย mindset, เลนส์แบบคนมีวินัยมันเลยขัดกันเอง ส่วนอะไรที่เราไม่ได้ perfectionist มาก เน้นซุยตามใจ ดันได้ผลดีเฉย

จริงอยู่ว่าวินัยเป็นสิ่งที่ควรสร้าง และการทำตามวิธีที่ถูกพรูฟว่าดี ผลลัพธ์มักจะ exceptional
แต่อย่าทิ้งการลองซุยแบบโง่ ๆ

มันมีคนเทพ ๆ ที่ใช้วินัยปีนไปถึงยอดเขาเหมือนกัน แต่เราอยู่คนละ position กัน เส้นทางการเดินของเรา สิ่งที่เราหรือเขาขาด ทางลัดของเรากับเขาไม่จำเป็นต้องเหมือนกัน

• write to hypnosis myself to do things by feeling more

• tbh, I don’t 100% like the tone of this writing, it has a bit narcissistic tone and ego jerking, but that’s might be what I need the most in the time like this.

• to remind myself that “when you are waiting for someone to lay down the perfect solution for you, well, everyone is probably clueless as you, and your unique perspective might contribute something to that matter”

• in these recent years, I always force myself to do things systematically, pragmatically, and most of the time, the results tend to be soulless and on mediocre level

• but weirdly enough, many people still praise me sometimes. from what other people told me, I seldom came up with unconventional or creative ways to solve problems, even my teachers in my high school and uni in some stem subjects was compliment that they can’t came out with those solutions.

• but I was mistaken that those unconventional things are the result of me doing things conventionally and systematically, which I’m still not doing hard enough, so if I do, I would be even more creative.

• lemme explain this part, I’m perfectionist; when I aim to do thing that require efforts, I believe that the best practist to tackle that solution is already discovered by someone, and the smartest way is to find and follow that solution.

• but from my speculation after I touched a lot of grass this year, I perform well with things that I do by my “gut feeling,” and many things that I told myself to do systematically and pragmatically, doing things according to the order from others, the results tend to be mediocre or even below average.

• I have always not believed in my gut feeling that much, because I see many people get rekt from that unpredictable outcome

• If someone failed for that, then I’m no different; I’m not special, so if I do things by gut feeling too, I might fail like them.

• because I don’t like arrogant people, I always denied the possibility that I might be special enough to be able to “pull it off” in what others failed.

• so the right way to do things effectively is to do things according to the current ‘best practice’

• I’m not saying that following best practice is bad. If I’m diligent and disciplined enough, I might perform well with traditional ways to do stuff too.

• but when looking back, doing things according to ‘best practice’ without relying on your ‘talent’ is a waste.

• things that woke me up

  • my friend’s quote, “in the business world, if you have an unfair advantage but don’t use it, it would be really wasteful,”
  • living in highly competitive environment which many people do things at the edge of their ability for many weeks
  • This video yt-Taekiddy-AR101 รสชาติน้ำตาแรกเด็กสถาปัตย์

• I have to rely on my ‘guts feeling’ and my ‘talent’ more

created on: Sun Nov 16 2025