cluster: rant

• stuffs i’m focusing about here
  • speak more fluently
  • whether it’s your mother tongue or foreign languages.
  • what ‘speak out of someone’s heart’ is really means?
• my pain points
  • when I speak, sometime I can’t speak fluent even if that’s my mother language, I stutter a lot
  • but sometimes I found that when can speak better when I’m in a certain very relaxed stage or watched some youtuber talking long enough so It’s like activate different mode or mental circuit that makes words came out of my mouth more freely
  • when that’s happened, I feel like I can channeling my feeling and what in my mind out of my mouth, and I find that I did’t focus on words itself that much but it’s still turn out well
• my guideline for now
  • when use foreign languages: (if you’re amateur) try to not think of anything with your mother tongue’s words, it will lessen your short-term memory
    • when you don’t remember the word in that foreign language the normal strategy is to think of that word in your mother tongue first, but I found that just focus on ‘your feeling about that word’ is more effective to come up with that word
  • observe when you just speak nonsense without thinking of anything at all, you can do this just fine without have to micromanage or think about any words at all, remember that feeling, turn it into ‘function’, and use your feeling about what you wanna talk about as an ‘input’
  • your word choices will be better quality automatically without really have to be selective about words at all, the emotions and the consciousness will act as a magnet, gravitate the right words automatically
• so
  • speak fluent in any language adopted the same principle as this
    • including any mastery
  • let it came out like you’re babbling

created on: Sun Nov 16 2025